Friday, May 30, 2003
it's so early.. hafta go for training at kallang by 8.30am.. feel kinda sian. just now, the 1st thing dat came to my mind when i woke up was him lor.. the tot of him not coming for training anymore makes me sad.. i think after talking to him last nite, i lyk him even more lor.. (although i think everytime i talk to him, i also lyk him more and more. bleahs) it's lyk.. i also dunno how to put it, but in a way, it made me feel alot more for him lah. anw, i'm glad he trusts me enuf to let me read the email though it made me feel v sad for him. if i din read the email, i wldnt have known some things cos he doesnt show it on the outside at all.. haiz.. i dunno lor.. think i'll freak out just b4 the elections start.. haiz.. so scary.. but heck lah. if i dun get in, den dun get in lor.. sumhow, i feel dat i'm not gd enuf anw.. hope he doesnt 4get abt monday.. dat will really disappoint me though i'm happy enuf dat he actually asked me to accompany him cos he cld'v asked any other person. mayb it doesnt mean anything lah.. but little things lidat is enuf to make me v happy liao lor.. :)
random thoughts at 3:50:00 PM